yes and yes.
i love being single, but i miss men.
i love and hate men simultaneously. yes yes, i know that is a hasty generalization. "all man can't be bad" but if man is born inherently bad, and a+b=c, then all men are bad? ahaha. i don't know.
i was walking behind a man the other day. just an ordinary man, not someone i was attracted to. but i could smell him. and for a split second i smelled his clean man hair, and relished in his clean man arms. and when i smelled him, i wanted him. or, any man really. i just miss men.
there is a man at work that i'm very attracted to; not in the relationship sense, more physcically i suppose. but he has an accent, and everytime he talks i find myself engaged in his stories. he's very soft, soft features and personality. but it seems like he'd be a very passionate lover. i was thinking about this, the other day at work. and i was fantacizing what would happen if we ever got together. and as i was thinking this, he walked by and said "whoa...what were YOU thinking about?" i took a step back and said "huh?" and he's like "you're energy was really strange for a moment.."
could he have known?
plus he spilled the lids when he was by me and said "jesus, what do you DO to me meagen?"
mama likes. but he has a girlfriend.
but is that my problem????????? ahahahahaha.
i love and hate men simultaneously. yes yes, i know that is a hasty generalization. "all man can't be bad" but if man is born inherently bad, and a+b=c, then all men are bad? ahaha. i don't know.
i was walking behind a man the other day. just an ordinary man, not someone i was attracted to. but i could smell him. and for a split second i smelled his clean man hair, and relished in his clean man arms. and when i smelled him, i wanted him. or, any man really. i just miss men.
there is a man at work that i'm very attracted to; not in the relationship sense, more physcically i suppose. but he has an accent, and everytime he talks i find myself engaged in his stories. he's very soft, soft features and personality. but it seems like he'd be a very passionate lover. i was thinking about this, the other day at work. and i was fantacizing what would happen if we ever got together. and as i was thinking this, he walked by and said "whoa...what were YOU thinking about?" i took a step back and said "huh?" and he's like "you're energy was really strange for a moment.."
could he have known?
plus he spilled the lids when he was by me and said "jesus, what do you DO to me meagen?"
mama likes. but he has a girlfriend.
but is that my problem????????? ahahahahaha.