*tweak tweak tweak*
UGH.
I am full of manic energy.
Not bipolar-manic (not on the scale that feels like when it happens), just a heady mixture of too much work, not enough sleep, a big spoonful of anxiety, a soupcon of regret and a massive and delicious trifle of caring far too much about what other people think.
Feels a bit like having had too much caffeine, except that I've been good with keeping my intake low recently.
Lots of stuff happening at work, plus a few silly mixups with friends and while I'm on top of everything, my mind has decided to switch into HYPER-ALERT mode.
It is not pleasant! I'm going to have a wine and fiddle with some loopmusic, try to obtain some flow.
Flow is my anti-drug! :)
(well, apart from wine, obvs).
I am full of manic energy.
Not bipolar-manic (not on the scale that feels like when it happens), just a heady mixture of too much work, not enough sleep, a big spoonful of anxiety, a soupcon of regret and a massive and delicious trifle of caring far too much about what other people think.
Feels a bit like having had too much caffeine, except that I've been good with keeping my intake low recently.
Lots of stuff happening at work, plus a few silly mixups with friends and while I'm on top of everything, my mind has decided to switch into HYPER-ALERT mode.
It is not pleasant! I'm going to have a wine and fiddle with some loopmusic, try to obtain some flow.
Flow is my anti-drug! :)
(well, apart from wine, obvs).