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[deathbox696]

i am geting tired of this house
all i ever seem to do is wrong
everything
i dont want to live here i am tired of my dad picking his g/f over me
i am tired of my dad geting in my face
i am tired of him hiting me
i swear to god if he hits me one more time i dont care who he is i am defending myself
i dont need to be stressed out all the time about what i am doing and how to make my father happy
its imposible some time i dont even know why i try any more
i dont know why
why should i live and have to go threw being beaten and yelled at my hole live
but now that i tihnk of it i do know why
cuz there are people who care about me even if my own father
who rased me and abused me
i always have my friends i guess
right?
well i dont know about all my friend but i do know that there is one person who cares for me and who loves me
and she is all that i need

on that note this person is going threw hard times and all i want is to be there for her
to help her
to make her feel like she makes me feel eveery day i am alive
who knows maybe i can be that person who makes everyone come closer together