a lot of things on my mind...
I am having a difficult time seeing silver lining on the clouds today.
it seems like everyone is either upset with some decision I have mad or is expecting the world from me.
I JUST WANT A GOOD NIGHTS SLEEP AND SOME RESPECT BITCH.
I have not been seeping well for a week or so now; aching and painful tossing and turning, deep bouts of sleep sweating, headaches and nausea... jesus you'd think I was pregnant.
My back has been in a state of FUCKYOUnes for daaaaaaays and daaaaaays.
Need to get a new general physician and get this shit look at, because I am wearing thin on discomfort levels.
also: i need to get my ass in gear and work on some crafts. I have noticed I gt hella cranky and lackluster when I do not do something artsy with my days. I have not done crafts in almost two weeks! I am feeling the dredge of depression well up inside of me, and I've been doing a really good job of ignoring it and coping and dealing but I just want to get it out. GTFO DEPRESSION. Go somewhere else and be with your own kind for a bit. I'm tired of your bullshit.
eh, that is it for now. I'll get back into the swing of LJ posts again someday.
it seems like everyone is either upset with some decision I have mad or is expecting the world from me.
I JUST WANT A GOOD NIGHTS SLEEP AND SOME RESPECT BITCH.
I have not been seeping well for a week or so now; aching and painful tossing and turning, deep bouts of sleep sweating, headaches and nausea... jesus you'd think I was pregnant.
My back has been in a state of FUCKYOUnes for daaaaaaays and daaaaaays.
Need to get a new general physician and get this shit look at, because I am wearing thin on discomfort levels.
also: i need to get my ass in gear and work on some crafts. I have noticed I gt hella cranky and lackluster when I do not do something artsy with my days. I have not done crafts in almost two weeks! I am feeling the dredge of depression well up inside of me, and I've been doing a really good job of ignoring it and coping and dealing but I just want to get it out. GTFO DEPRESSION. Go somewhere else and be with your own kind for a bit. I'm tired of your bullshit.
eh, that is it for now. I'll get back into the swing of LJ posts again someday.