yay.
mmm, reading through the more recent live journal entries.
now i remember why living scares me. lifes a bitch, and it aint ever gonna change is it?
please, don't ever let me fall again. i know i'm selfish for asking something so great, but i don't expect my request to be answered. i can but try to hold on, and it seems fairly plausable, but i know full well how things appear from what seems like nowhere. anyhow, this entrys just to remind me (possibly in the future) that although i may feel like i'm at the bottom still, but considering how low i may be, fuck knows how far i could fall.
reality sucks. then you realise you aint no where near the end. joy.
please bare in mind, i totally recognise all the great things that i have in my hands right now. i just recalled what it used to be like, and it scared me. so i thought i'd state it. and here it is. laters.
now i remember why living scares me. lifes a bitch, and it aint ever gonna change is it?
please, don't ever let me fall again. i know i'm selfish for asking something so great, but i don't expect my request to be answered. i can but try to hold on, and it seems fairly plausable, but i know full well how things appear from what seems like nowhere. anyhow, this entrys just to remind me (possibly in the future) that although i may feel like i'm at the bottom still, but considering how low i may be, fuck knows how far i could fall.
reality sucks. then you realise you aint no where near the end. joy.
please bare in mind, i totally recognise all the great things that i have in my hands right now. i just recalled what it used to be like, and it scared me. so i thought i'd state it. and here it is. laters.