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i havent updated in like a year..not sure wether anyone even reads these anymore but i just feel like pooring my heart out..
i have been over in the uk for about a year an a half besides the short time i came back to aus..and was supposed to see a whole load of ppl but ended up haveing not enough time and not enough money for all this to happen.
i am just sooo upset that i couldnt see ppl that in some way i still pine for.
this past year and a half i have gone through sooo much it is unbelieveable i havent slit my wrists or something close to that.
in short this year...i have fallen pregnant ..had an abortion.. been raped.. kind of settled done with someone. and moved in with them.
its just been such an up and done past year.
and trying to keep in contact with ppl in aus...when you have know money to even get myself to and from work..let alone get on the internet. ..just kills me.
i always talk about a few of you though..especially the one person i was extremely close to ..who i think still uses this livejournal....greta...i would love to chat
im not sure whether you are on talking to terms with me but i would love to here from you if you have time or are bothered.
i know you probably have a whole new group of friends but you are someone i still think about a hell of a lot and would like to here from you..
begs on my knees.
got to get in contact with you... hmmmm.
im fucking. so tired i got to sleep ..buti will hopefully be on line asap. again.
love lots lou
i have been over in the uk for about a year an a half besides the short time i came back to aus..and was supposed to see a whole load of ppl but ended up haveing not enough time and not enough money for all this to happen.
i am just sooo upset that i couldnt see ppl that in some way i still pine for.
this past year and a half i have gone through sooo much it is unbelieveable i havent slit my wrists or something close to that.
in short this year...i have fallen pregnant ..had an abortion.. been raped.. kind of settled done with someone. and moved in with them.
its just been such an up and done past year.
and trying to keep in contact with ppl in aus...when you have know money to even get myself to and from work..let alone get on the internet. ..just kills me.
i always talk about a few of you though..especially the one person i was extremely close to ..who i think still uses this livejournal....greta...i would love to chat
im not sure whether you are on talking to terms with me but i would love to here from you if you have time or are bothered.
i know you probably have a whole new group of friends but you are someone i still think about a hell of a lot and would like to here from you..
begs on my knees.
got to get in contact with you... hmmmm.
im fucking. so tired i got to sleep ..buti will hopefully be on line asap. again.
love lots lou