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for some reason i am going to write in here...even though i havent for ages.
...im missing everyone really badly..especially today for some reason.
there are some fucking crazy ppl in this town especially the men..
they chase you down the street like your a piece of fucking meet..
they badger you to marry them.
and 90 percent of the ppl of here are not white...well not the ones in london anyway.
when i go out in the country to get my head out of the crazyiness ..and to stop myself from destroying myself i see alot less blacks and arabs.
fuck.
i am now a supervisor working in a store in the makeup department..and sometimes work on the fragrance section aswell.
i have also got some more body art which i am really loveing... not so much cuts as such but a celtic cross and stars and shit.!
i am also learning guitar...which i will hopefully and gradually get the drift of ..and i am becoming more of a independent person.
i dont really need anyone to lean on anymore. and i am feeling a bit more grown up...i dontknow why ...but i think it is cause i live and work for myself and i work with ppl that you have to know how to handle.
i really am missing home but i am loving it here so i cant make a decision to come back home yet cause i know that i will regret it when i do get back there
love you
...im missing everyone really badly..especially today for some reason.
there are some fucking crazy ppl in this town especially the men..
they chase you down the street like your a piece of fucking meet..
they badger you to marry them.
and 90 percent of the ppl of here are not white...well not the ones in london anyway.
when i go out in the country to get my head out of the crazyiness ..and to stop myself from destroying myself i see alot less blacks and arabs.
fuck.
i am now a supervisor working in a store in the makeup department..and sometimes work on the fragrance section aswell.
i have also got some more body art which i am really loveing... not so much cuts as such but a celtic cross and stars and shit.!
i am also learning guitar...which i will hopefully and gradually get the drift of ..and i am becoming more of a independent person.
i dont really need anyone to lean on anymore. and i am feeling a bit more grown up...i dontknow why ...but i think it is cause i live and work for myself and i work with ppl that you have to know how to handle.
i really am missing home but i am loving it here so i cant make a decision to come back home yet cause i know that i will regret it when i do get back there
love you