unadaptable to society
what can i say...once again i am stuck in a limbo.
i hate how everything is going at the moment
i miss being close to greta and haveing her there when i need her
i miss haveing ppl i know so well that i can read there thoughts..
i miss not caring about going to work..
and i miss haveing a car
i have just gone through so many ppl
no one knows me anymore
i am always hiding something from everyone i know at the moment..
not that it is the same thing with every one person..
its just no one knows me well enough
i feel alone and depressed about it
yet i go to the city for my sanity and all i do..is walk around by myself hoping to bump into someone that will understand me and let me know there world
someone that i can deeply know ...vice versa
greta i want you back...meh
i had a weird dream aobut vivienne last nite
went to the city today...and valley
the valley disappointed me today..i found nothing and no one
so i walked to the city by myself and almost got raped
then i walked around thhe city for about two or three hours by myself...
then saw bianca while she was getting her hair done andshe told me emily and all them were in a game place..
so i i walked around and accidently bumped into them
which was good cause i was really low...lower then ever before...deep in depression
hmmm come to think of it...i still am..
yet maybe i think about my self to much
but i have no one else really to think about
hmmm vodka in the botannical gardens was good though... even thought i had had some earlier by myself...lmao
fuck
i found a tattoo place that i want to get it done..and i found out the price of it (90- 110 dollars)and im going to be booking it pretty soon ...
yay excitement..
i wanted to get my nose pierced today but that didnt happen..no money...dammit
i have had enough complaining...ooers*
i hate how everything is going at the moment
i miss being close to greta and haveing her there when i need her
i miss haveing ppl i know so well that i can read there thoughts..
i miss not caring about going to work..
and i miss haveing a car
i have just gone through so many ppl
no one knows me anymore
i am always hiding something from everyone i know at the moment..
not that it is the same thing with every one person..
its just no one knows me well enough
i feel alone and depressed about it
yet i go to the city for my sanity and all i do..is walk around by myself hoping to bump into someone that will understand me and let me know there world
someone that i can deeply know ...vice versa
greta i want you back...meh
i had a weird dream aobut vivienne last nite
went to the city today...and valley
the valley disappointed me today..i found nothing and no one
so i walked to the city by myself and almost got raped
then i walked around thhe city for about two or three hours by myself...
then saw bianca while she was getting her hair done andshe told me emily and all them were in a game place..
so i i walked around and accidently bumped into them
which was good cause i was really low...lower then ever before...deep in depression
hmmm come to think of it...i still am..
yet maybe i think about my self to much
but i have no one else really to think about
hmmm vodka in the botannical gardens was good though... even thought i had had some earlier by myself...lmao
fuck
i found a tattoo place that i want to get it done..and i found out the price of it (90- 110 dollars)and im going to be booking it pretty soon ...
yay excitement..
i wanted to get my nose pierced today but that didnt happen..no money...dammit
i have had enough complaining...ooers*