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i am currently DYING. 10 page reasearch paper on economic, environmental bullshi*t that i am basically pulling out of my behind. i hate gen.ed. requirements.I KNOW ABSOLUTELY NOTHING ABOUT SUSTAINIBILITY ON THE ENVIRONMENT OR THE GOVERNMENT OR ETHICS OR LAW OR ETC ETC. i just want to enjoy school and not deal with this bullshit. good news is that i found out i have to take only seven (7!) more classes until i've earned my degree. i feel so anxious. i have enough caffine in my body to keep me up for hours (stupid). i think its giving me an attack. WTF. why am i writing in lj? i'm only on page 3. 7 to go, you can do it kathy. no i can't. yes i can. i am the most retarded. i hate facebook. and myspace. my butt is numb. i hate my laptop, but i have to write my paper on it becuz my mac randomly shuts down. ahhhhhhh. i wish i had some blisters so i could enjoy the sensation of popping them. is that sick? i really want to do something fun this weekend. everyone assumes i am a fashion major. go figure. kill me. must do crunches later. my hair is so greasy and digusting. i need to shave. i cannot wait until i can start taking care of myself again. omg this is the most void entery i have written in lj history i'm sure. give me a massage. i'm pissed that i can't watch the project runway season finale tonight. keep it moving