oh.... where did you go.

[deathamongroses]

this is just ridiculous. i don't know. i had a decent day today. i had an okay day.

okay.

i really did.

and now this.

this...

he said

"i was really hoping you wouldn't walk in right in the middle of it. i didn't want you to come home and be like, 'oh great, it's just like...' "

"my entire life?"

"oh don't say that... it wasn't like that your entire life, was it? you're not all messed up, are you?"

oh... i can't complain. i mean i really can't complain.

but now.

jesus.

i'm sorry. i do feel responsible. i don't want you to have to deal with all this. this is just

this is just ridiculous.

one of these days

everything that has gone around

is gonna come around.