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Apr 07, 2005 21:37

Stage 1-Anger
The only music I could listen to
was Co&Ca with Claudio screaming
about killing everyone.

Stage 2-Ignorance
I just pretended like nothing was wrong
even after she told me...
i kept believing
nothing was wrong.

Stage 3- Realization
I slept a grand total of 45 minutes that night.
I would cry endlessly for hours.

Stage 4- Grief or something like it.
I can't stop crying.
And it R E A L L Y helps how everyone C A R E S so much.
I don't know how I'll make it thru to-morrow.

Stage 5- has yet to come.
I don't know what the morning will bring.

But I hope it's better than this god-forsaken night.

I miss you both so much.
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