May 18, 2006 22:29
Who should know not to go back on promises made.
Today my lecturer decided to remark all portfolios, that was fine. He said that no marks would go down and very few grades would be affected, and that if they were affected it would be going upwards. I thought fine, perhaps they will review my typography mark and it will go up, having worked hard and always getting commented on how good it is I was surprised to recieve just a Pass.
This afternoon they call everybody into the middle room and have sheets on the table with the new and final marks. Mine has been lowered by 6 and instead of me now being MMM I am MMP. What the fucking hell is going on!? Firstly, he lies to me. Secondly...everybody elses mark has gone up.....am I missing something here? Or maybe it's just shit all over Holly's hard work day. I feel absolutely outraged and furious that I seem to be victimised here.
Not only that but he is so bigging up some people in the group, acting as if none of the rest of us are even good enough to be in his presence. I don't know what crawled up his ass, perhaps he got laid or decided he just doesn't like us. Something is up with him and he doesn't like me.
It wouldn't be so bad if he hadn't told me that I had 60 points beforehand. To lower it 6 points is a hit below the belt, it's bang out of order to do that to me. If her thinks that it is going to push me on in my fmp then he is seriously wrong. I couldn't be trying any harder and battling any more timeto get this done. Blood sweat and tears time ladies and gentlmen. And still it's not good enough.
All I can say is that it's a good job I'm finishing in just over a week. Otherwise I would consider properly punching the first person in my lifetime.