I don't know what to talk about

Jun 12, 2007 08:57

It's easier for me to talk facts in my day then what I think about.

Let's close our eyes till daylight comes.

Mostly because I think of things the way I wish they were.

Glassy seas of blue, I will dream of you.

All the dreams I have, what it will be like if they ever come true.  Don't get me wrong I'm happy with what I have. But there are things inside me, things God put there, that I want so badly. To  be closer to him. To sing. To dance. To worship him prophetically. To minister to the youth. To have fun with my husband. Our ministry opening up ... so they day to day isn't always so about us.

I'm tired of it being all about us. When work is? What time do you get off? What are we going to eat?

Instead of...

Did you get your message together? Can I hear your new lyrics? God showed you that???

That's exciting! That's what I want EVERYDAY to be like. I want to have all the youth at Shiloh playing games and fellowshiping together. Building each other up through hard times and staying faithful to the call on their lives. Their dreams. Their promises.

I am thankful though. I'm thankful that even though Andy and I have had time to be newlyweds we are still able to help and give back to the Lord and the church body. And now I'm thankful that we get to be with each other and build a strong foundation for our marriage.

... I have to get ready for work.

Till daylight comes
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