Nov 17, 2006 17:33
So I'm listening to Misty Edwards. Her music inspires me like no one elses.
And I think I can only write music after spending so much time in with the Lord, reading His word that it's pouring in and out of me at an uncontrolable rate. That's it's all I think, feel, want.
I've written some songs... but... I know there's more, better, powerful etc etc etc
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After spending waaaay too much time focusing on my circumstances and how I feel, I need some re-focusing.
I thought it was normal to concentrate on how I felt and adjust as needed, but that turned into beating myself up for every feeling that was remotely unwanted. I was looking at all the bad and ingoring all the progress I've made.
So enough of that.
I think feelings good and bad are totally normal, it's how we react to them that cause trouble.