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so this weekend was horrible...
yesterday was even worse...
i sat in my room and felt sorry for myself and wondered why i even bothered...
and around 10:00 i got the most un-expected phone call...
i smiled non stop for 2 hours...my face actually hurt...
then i realized how good it is to be alive... and how good it is to have her in my life...
shes just a friend....not even really...more of an aquaintance....but i dont know what id do without her...
id prolly just be a mess like i usually am....
im angry though because i messed things up......and for once the reason a girl wont be with me is actually my fault...
ironic isnt it...
but one day it will fall into place....and ill forever live happily ever after......
yea......
P.S. does anyone wanna watch the end of the notebook with me...because i cant seem to get my dvd player to play the end of the movie..... WHAT THE FUCK...
yesterday was even worse...
i sat in my room and felt sorry for myself and wondered why i even bothered...
and around 10:00 i got the most un-expected phone call...
i smiled non stop for 2 hours...my face actually hurt...
then i realized how good it is to be alive... and how good it is to have her in my life...
shes just a friend....not even really...more of an aquaintance....but i dont know what id do without her...
id prolly just be a mess like i usually am....
im angry though because i messed things up......and for once the reason a girl wont be with me is actually my fault...
ironic isnt it...
but one day it will fall into place....and ill forever live happily ever after......
yea......
P.S. does anyone wanna watch the end of the notebook with me...because i cant seem to get my dvd player to play the end of the movie..... WHAT THE FUCK...