i can do this on my own..

[death_to_desire]

yeah, so, i have decided that i must be happy with myself before i could be with anyone...no that i figured that out for myself...i had like a million people tell me that...

i'm not there yet...maybe not for a while...just, it's hard to be happy when you are lonely.

i hope this never happens again...i will go out of my way to make sure of it.

i promise i'm getting better though.

if you care.