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yesterday i didnt do shit
today was cool though. me jt and john spared for like half hour and it was some pretty good sparing not as many punchs as i woulda liked but hey jt started out without being about to really grapple and he was doin some things to throw me and john around the last few rounds and thats pretty good cuz we are grapplers. i found out im kinda out of shape. so we tried to get cat and raina to come hang out with us.cat was cool with it but raina wasnt, first she was like you hardly try to hang out then she was like why do you alwas wanna hang out... yea oh well so we gave up tryin to get them here so we walked there cuz hell we wanted to do somethin. we hung out ther me and jt did most of the talkin bout old times and some dead baby jokes we read today *watchs jt make a baby cry twice* hehe i love that one... seems like we scared winnie away twice. so yea raina was pretty anti social which sucks cuz shes cool people...left there and raina was like bye jt give me a hug (completly ignores me) but hey im kinda use to that from her walked home started feelin like shit was like yea ya know what im drinkin tonight cuz i need to got home played some eucher with jt john and jeremey drank some im not nearly drunk enough cuz i need to forget....
you say you hate me drinking yet i drink more because of you... you say you hate me smoking you cause me to chain smoke... i havent had a full cig in 2 or 3 months and you made me need one today you say ill never be nothing then treat me as worse then nothing you know what the worst part of it is I CANT EVEN FUCKIN HATE YOU cuz ..... i just typed something i shouldent have
funny thing is the person this is about wont even bother reading this they say i will never mean nothing but they dont waste their time on me hell i dont talk about how i feel yet when they say talk i fuckin say all there is till they have to go ITS TRUE I HURT TO REMEMBER I LOVE YOU yea thats right hollywood undead
today was cool though. me jt and john spared for like half hour and it was some pretty good sparing not as many punchs as i woulda liked but hey jt started out without being about to really grapple and he was doin some things to throw me and john around the last few rounds and thats pretty good cuz we are grapplers. i found out im kinda out of shape. so we tried to get cat and raina to come hang out with us.cat was cool with it but raina wasnt, first she was like you hardly try to hang out then she was like why do you alwas wanna hang out... yea oh well so we gave up tryin to get them here so we walked there cuz hell we wanted to do somethin. we hung out ther me and jt did most of the talkin bout old times and some dead baby jokes we read today *watchs jt make a baby cry twice* hehe i love that one... seems like we scared winnie away twice. so yea raina was pretty anti social which sucks cuz shes cool people...left there and raina was like bye jt give me a hug (completly ignores me) but hey im kinda use to that from her walked home started feelin like shit was like yea ya know what im drinkin tonight cuz i need to got home played some eucher with jt john and jeremey drank some im not nearly drunk enough cuz i need to forget....
you say you hate me drinking yet i drink more because of you... you say you hate me smoking you cause me to chain smoke... i havent had a full cig in 2 or 3 months and you made me need one today you say ill never be nothing then treat me as worse then nothing you know what the worst part of it is I CANT EVEN FUCKIN HATE YOU cuz ..... i just typed something i shouldent have
funny thing is the person this is about wont even bother reading this they say i will never mean nothing but they dont waste their time on me hell i dont talk about how i feel yet when they say talk i fuckin say all there is till they have to go ITS TRUE I HURT TO REMEMBER I LOVE YOU yea thats right hollywood undead