May 02, 2005 21:57
"I want to give you whatever you need.
What is it you need? Is it within me?
It's hard to explain how I am getting by on so little from you.
It's hard to believe that I would let myself get so wrapped into you.
There's got to be something that would be worthwhile for me to give to you.
We need a connection but you seem to push me far away from you."
"I'm tired of this distance and I believe it's over, it's over-rated.
And this phone tag game is endless.
The novelty is wearing.
I'm hoping time will pass without any assistance or convincing.
Road rules apply, there's so much action.
You're getting busy.
I'll call your cellular phone to tell you TV night was lonely without you and so am I...so am I.
...
It seems like nothing's happened until I've shared them with you."
If i had seen these words a month ago i probably would have cried for a while.
Now i only tear up and wonder if this feeling will ever end.