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So once again i did nothing when i should have done a lot.
i really need to stop this self destructive pattern.
quick...someone put a psychological label on it...then maybe i can overcome it easier.
tonight I asked my friend to run away to a different state with me. Where we could start anew...get away from this place, the fights that are here and the old expectations.
i was only half kidding.
this friday night at zach's should be nice/interesting. I don't think i'm gonna drink or anything though (if i have a spare $5 it's going toward my record player, not toward potential alcohol poisoning).
For unmentionable reasons, i'm really looking forward to Saturday night. Well at least part of it.
eh...this was only semi-vague. i'm getting better.
i really need to stop this self destructive pattern.
quick...someone put a psychological label on it...then maybe i can overcome it easier.
tonight I asked my friend to run away to a different state with me. Where we could start anew...get away from this place, the fights that are here and the old expectations.
i was only half kidding.
this friday night at zach's should be nice/interesting. I don't think i'm gonna drink or anything though (if i have a spare $5 it's going toward my record player, not toward potential alcohol poisoning).
For unmentionable reasons, i'm really looking forward to Saturday night. Well at least part of it.
eh...this was only semi-vague. i'm getting better.