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been a long ass time since i've posted here. i'm tired. tired of everything. i'm exhausted. tired of chasing, tired of pursuing. i need time away from here. i need to leave here for a while. nothing but irritation. i know i told her i understood, and that it was just casual. but it hurts no less. i've hurt my hand, hard things don't give easily. i don't get that angy very often. so now i have noone. not even a hope. at least she was a hope of something more. on i go now, waiting now for another. no more active looking for me. i said it before but i'm done. toasted and worn. a nice bike ride sounds good, with no destination in mind. and not returning. starting over somewhere new. cause obviously there's noone here for me. just another day of mediocrity ahead of me now till a wonderful drill weekend.