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Lately I feel like everything is falling apart at the seams. I don't know what to think of things anymore. Everytime I try to straighten everything out in my head... but things end up piling up on top of each other... train wreck style... Then I try to get it all sorted out by talking to people about it all... That doesn't work out very well... Usually people end up getting angry at me... wether it be out of mis conseption or because I've said something to offend them... and I don't mean to.. I just hate feeling so damned confused all the time. I need to start doing something productive with my life... I feel like I'm wasting away up in my room... playing dark cloud to pass the night... I feel so bored lately... bad bored... Blegh.