life naked.

Jan 29, 2006 10:41

All these moments being ripped past my eyes are... unrecoverable.
All my regrets, wasted energy more lost than I thought anything could be.
Everything, the entirety of my existence being squandered by time. and
This is life. these are the thoughts I have everyday as I wake up.
I see all the infinite possibilities all stretching out the naked singularity of my end.

The moment before when I am just close enough to consciousness to be free of a dream before that daily internal rant starts is the only happy moment of the day.

Of course, I think Ive been having this recurring dream about the excitution of Che Guevara. The problem is every time I see it through the eyes of another man in that room. So thats kind of fading from my mind during this whole process.

My day just goes down hill from there. Just thought you should know.
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