You were the last good thing about this part of town.

[death_is_heaven]

Random insecturities are not fun.
I don't think it's healthy to be insecure all the time.
Maybe it's a psychological disorder? Perhaps there's medication.
I still think she would, but maybe that's the insecurity talking.
I want to talk, but no one will listen.
I can't explain it anyway, only Carrie gets it.
I can't tell Carrie because she's like...in love with me.
I have a horrible feeling..it's going to happen, and it's going to be my fault, like always.
I think I'm giving up on trying.
I can't do everything on my own.
Who cares, I deserve whatever comes.
Fought with someone this morning, that wasn't fun.
Flat out told her to go screw an STD, pretty much.
Hopefully they come around.
I leave on Tuesday.
Three weeks with Tatum, that should be fun.
No parental supervision, uh oh.
Third vacation of the summer, very nice.
Three weeks of freedom.
No worrying about her, him, them, it, that, this.
Maybe I'll try some new things.
Any suggestions?
I'm no good at deciding for myself.
I've realized something.
The root of my insecurities.
Perhaps I should ask her/him about it?
I'd love too, but I don't think I can.
Shut up, shut out, shut down.