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I love being able to read a book within a four-hour time span. Maybe this will put me back into my reading phase and I'll have something to do other than sit around and wait. The only thing I didn't like about it was that it was like the other book I read. But then again, there's always bound to be books that have the same storyline, with different characters. Nothing you can do about it. I'm still proud of myself for getting into the book.. if that makes any sense.
I always think I put myself into the dumbest of situations. I also think I put too much thought into things, and not in a good way. I have no reason to always think so negative. But then again, when you're so used to the worst possible outcomes, you should be prepared.
Work is going to be hella fun this week.......not. I put myself into 10 hours worth of overtime. What an accomplishment this is for me. How sad.
I really need to figure out what I want to do in my life, or where I want to be. Somewhere outside of Michigan sounds nice. I just need a degree to support my bum when I want to get out of here.
As stupid as it may seem, I'm still afraid to stay over my grandparent's house. I can't stand the silence. I miss the oxygen machine and someone always occupying Papa's chair. I wonder what my parents would think if I told them about these things. I'm weird.
I wish boys weren't so dumb! Why do you have to pretend to like someone, and not just be honest? Why must I believe things or put myself out there just to be noticed?
And why is it that I have a problem opening up to certain people anymore? Why is it so hard that I can't tell people what I'm feeling? GAHHHHHHHHHH..
I think now is a good time to start cleaning.. and finding some food.
I always think I put myself into the dumbest of situations. I also think I put too much thought into things, and not in a good way. I have no reason to always think so negative. But then again, when you're so used to the worst possible outcomes, you should be prepared.
Work is going to be hella fun this week.......not. I put myself into 10 hours worth of overtime. What an accomplishment this is for me. How sad.
I really need to figure out what I want to do in my life, or where I want to be. Somewhere outside of Michigan sounds nice. I just need a degree to support my bum when I want to get out of here.
As stupid as it may seem, I'm still afraid to stay over my grandparent's house. I can't stand the silence. I miss the oxygen machine and someone always occupying Papa's chair. I wonder what my parents would think if I told them about these things. I'm weird.
I wish boys weren't so dumb! Why do you have to pretend to like someone, and not just be honest? Why must I believe things or put myself out there just to be noticed?
And why is it that I have a problem opening up to certain people anymore? Why is it so hard that I can't tell people what I'm feeling? GAHHHHHHHHHH..
I think now is a good time to start cleaning.. and finding some food.