Jan 24, 2006 23:46
I am so terribly awake and it is irritating me. I wish I could go to bed. Today was okay. boring. Chem is going incredibly well. Joey is doing incredibly well at school. Trying to find a song that compliments my voice for Candian Idol. I am excited about it almost everyday. Although I don't think I would be upset if I didn't make it through even though I want to like crazy. No one in NS has ever heard me sing. I just sing in my bedroom by myself. Although the opinions of people about my voice that I have met hasn't changed so I thought I should try out if my voice is still good to those around me. I have written many songs. I was thinking of singing A Bonnie Tyler song that my dad has on one of his c.d.s because I have harmonized it quite well and then I think of singing to Amy Lee because my voice can hit all her notes and harmonize well with her too and then there are some other odd songs that I think I would save for the rest of the competition if I make it though. I am feeling quite confident. Now I will just work on controlling my voice even better when I am nervous (God knows I have sang infront of hundreds of poeple before but singing infront of these 3 may be the hardest) and my breathing, well, it just doesn't need any work. Enough of that Blech. I hope I become tired tonight before 4:00 in the morning like the past WEEK or so.