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Well not much to say today but I felt like coming to this site. The comp is slow so I will probably turn it off shortly. I am quite bored and have to take Joey to a doctors appointment in the city tomorrow. which make me irritated. If I choose not to take him then he will just cancel the appointment because no one else can take him and that makes me extremely pissed. Yes I do feel used. It makes no sense. I asked myself what would his family do if I wasn't around to drive him to appointments and then I remembered he just didn't see the doctor or dentist before he went out with me. His doctors office still had him writen down as a toddler and that's how long ago he had been to the doctor. When I first began driving to appointments some of them were the first time he'd been there in many years. Still I didn't think it made sense for his family to make his appointments knowing full well they weren't going to drive him and making excuses that they didn't know where to go. Well gee I've been here for a couple of years. Now why the fuck would I know where all these offices here. Dammit his mom has lived here all her life and she doesn't know where the fuck these offices are but why would I know where they are? Pisses me off but I feel I have no choice because if I don't take him he just simply won't be going because no one else is able to take him. Yes I feel used but he has some seious medical issues and if I don't take him then these things can't be fixed I just wish he'd give me some credit for all this. I am the one doing the driving and he just got a job a couple ago and now because of the my parents and him rag on me about getting a job but you see, he's bee 'OFFERED' 3 or now 4 jobs. I have to go looking for one. what is the problem with people being offered jobs and they won't take them. He's even getting paid $20 and hour. I've given out resumes and filled out applications but no one needs anyone and no waay am I going to go back and clean at the airport at night again. That was more difficult than I though. I even fell asleep during one of my breaks and woke up and hour later. Thank God I was in the observation deck because no one was there except a man from Sweden who wasn't very old and he was sleeping too anyway. Oh yeah I still have that cough. Only two more weeks to go and hopefully it will stop (the 100 day cough) My friend in SK even got offered jobs and a job in carpentry with her dad that she wouldn't take. I feel like moving back out there and taking that job. Saskatoon is always looking for people to work all over the place and out here I can't find a decent place to work. I have to persuade Joey to get teh job at the Quarry because he didn't want it and then he found it awesome. I'd totally work there but they don't hire women unless they're driving the big rigs. I have read about some decent jobs in the paper but I need forklift training. My mom told me that apparently she was telling me through the summer that I should sign up for that training, I would've if I could remember he asking me anyway I shall go now nothing more to talk about byes.