Technically it is day 2
Despite the fact i haven't slept since the day 1 post, but lets ignore the anomolies, cause i am not quite ready for sleep yet.
I'm more in a mood to do day three, so i'm being a dick and swapping it with day two. Thats how i roll betches, deal.
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two Three: Nine things about yourself.
Day TWO: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.
prepare for long shit
1) Don't take me at face value. Show me you see who i actually am and not just some stereotypical judgement everyone else makes within the first two seconds of meeting me. I don;t make friends easily because people assume a lot about me without observing actualities.
I realise i may come across as stupid because i joke a lot and find amusement in many varied and stupid things. I am far from it. An idiot cannot do things with their hands, eyes and voice that i can. I do not show off the depths of my thought processes in very obvious ways.
If you recognise that i am not an idiot, i will like you a lot.
Also, if you observe me/know me long enough to see all the facets of my life and realise all the things i can do and then acknowledge your recognition of these, i will likely steal you and not give you back to anyone who might own you. I will then proceed to spoil the shit out of you for being observant and simply paying me some attention.
2) Little thoughtful gestures do so much for me. And that actually includes giving me flowers when i finish a major project. yes, something as tacky as flowers. Mostly cause people want what they cant have, and i've only ever gotten flowers from one person in my entire life, and it was a birthday present from a friend and completely out of left field and sweet from him. I've always seen other people get flowers in congratulations for their achievements, but i dont really get any acknowledgement from the people in real life who'v watched me struggle through things. Im constantly thinking of little things, looking for something someone said they wanted any time i go out, even just travelling, i'm considering the best place to stand so as not to inconvenience others, how to make it easier for mothers with prams, etc.
I dont care how cheap a birthday present is, i only care if it shows thought. Im constantly dissapointed with people heaping stuff on me that shows a complete disregard for my personality (and im talking parents, mosty, actually) cause i like to put decent thought into gifts. Want it to be RIGHT for the person im giving it to. Want it to have relevence to them. Make them really happy, show them i was paying attention. That stuff gets me.
3) Ignore me when i say i don't need help. It's an automatic reaction for me to not want to feel like i'm imposing, i hate to inconvenience, or feel like i'm indebting myself in ways i can't repay. but i tend to refuse help automatically because of this, even when i clearly need it. Help in cases where i'm totally failing to cope is always appreciated. Help can come in the form of a hug, or a 'stop working right now and come sit and do something stupid and fun with me'.
4) be able to appreciate all sorts of stuff. Don't be a generic tasteless sheep. Don't tell me pop music is a masterpiece, or i will not be able to respect your taste in anything. I am an aesthetically driven person. many of my decisions come down to meeting certain criteria in the aesthetics department. Colours and shapes and most importantly the relation of lines to one another are important to me. If you don't see what i see, that's OK, but if you see none of the things i try to show you, you'll never get near my heart. My tastes are complex, and if i find someone who resonates with that, i like to hold onto them.
5) Understand my beliefs and dont mock or dismiss them. Most people actually do get my theories on life the universe and everything. I float around on energies and vibes, feeling things out. If you can't understand the concepts by which i live my life, you wont be able to get close. If you can have an in depth discussion about it, even if you disagree, i will respect you and like you quite a lot. And will most likely poke you into discussiong your own beliefs, and then talk about everything and anything under the sun. Oh, and if you accept my animalistic behaviour, extra extra brownie points. Im not a furry for no reason, there's shit i cant help, it's just my nature.
6)Being able to cope with my retardedly abstract/obtuse thought patterns is quite a feat. if you achieve it, i will latch onto your brain and sit there purring and possibly licking it.
7) Taking interest in my projects, most especially personal ones, will always get you far. Doing stuff for me that relates to my personal projects will make me want to lavish you with gifts. people take surface interest in what im doing and move on. If you show deep unprompted interest in something that's coming from me, asking questions and probing for details, it's a surefire way to make me adore you.
8) Being able to brush off my retardedly rapid and mercurial mood swings is good. If you can understand and accept my personality, the you have my loyalty. Recognising my loyalty is also massive brownie points, because very few of my friends do. I have strong social morals and hate bullshitting and game playing and sutrefuge and drama. I cant say im always 100 percent honest all the time, or don't use lies to get out of social stuff i don't want to get involved in, but issues are on the table with me. Im incredibly loyal to those that show me kindness and inderstanding. I defend my friends viciously if need be.
In summary, i am actually quite easy to please, but it takes the right sort of person to really STEAL my heart. If you just pay me some observant attention and have a brain and personality that keeps up with mine, you're set, and we can has many fun times :3
uhg. Tired now. Not proof read any of this, i'll review it later, its prbably crapful, but whatever.
night peeps, im off to battle my own brain while its unconscious, as usual.
I'm more in a mood to do day three, so i'm being a dick and swapping it with day two. Thats how i roll betches, deal.
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two Three: Nine things about yourself.
Day TWO: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.
prepare for long shit
1) Don't take me at face value. Show me you see who i actually am and not just some stereotypical judgement everyone else makes within the first two seconds of meeting me. I don;t make friends easily because people assume a lot about me without observing actualities.
I realise i may come across as stupid because i joke a lot and find amusement in many varied and stupid things. I am far from it. An idiot cannot do things with their hands, eyes and voice that i can. I do not show off the depths of my thought processes in very obvious ways.
If you recognise that i am not an idiot, i will like you a lot.
Also, if you observe me/know me long enough to see all the facets of my life and realise all the things i can do and then acknowledge your recognition of these, i will likely steal you and not give you back to anyone who might own you. I will then proceed to spoil the shit out of you for being observant and simply paying me some attention.
2) Little thoughtful gestures do so much for me. And that actually includes giving me flowers when i finish a major project. yes, something as tacky as flowers. Mostly cause people want what they cant have, and i've only ever gotten flowers from one person in my entire life, and it was a birthday present from a friend and completely out of left field and sweet from him. I've always seen other people get flowers in congratulations for their achievements, but i dont really get any acknowledgement from the people in real life who'v watched me struggle through things. Im constantly thinking of little things, looking for something someone said they wanted any time i go out, even just travelling, i'm considering the best place to stand so as not to inconvenience others, how to make it easier for mothers with prams, etc.
I dont care how cheap a birthday present is, i only care if it shows thought. Im constantly dissapointed with people heaping stuff on me that shows a complete disregard for my personality (and im talking parents, mosty, actually) cause i like to put decent thought into gifts. Want it to be RIGHT for the person im giving it to. Want it to have relevence to them. Make them really happy, show them i was paying attention. That stuff gets me.
3) Ignore me when i say i don't need help. It's an automatic reaction for me to not want to feel like i'm imposing, i hate to inconvenience, or feel like i'm indebting myself in ways i can't repay. but i tend to refuse help automatically because of this, even when i clearly need it. Help in cases where i'm totally failing to cope is always appreciated. Help can come in the form of a hug, or a 'stop working right now and come sit and do something stupid and fun with me'.
4) be able to appreciate all sorts of stuff. Don't be a generic tasteless sheep. Don't tell me pop music is a masterpiece, or i will not be able to respect your taste in anything. I am an aesthetically driven person. many of my decisions come down to meeting certain criteria in the aesthetics department. Colours and shapes and most importantly the relation of lines to one another are important to me. If you don't see what i see, that's OK, but if you see none of the things i try to show you, you'll never get near my heart. My tastes are complex, and if i find someone who resonates with that, i like to hold onto them.
5) Understand my beliefs and dont mock or dismiss them. Most people actually do get my theories on life the universe and everything. I float around on energies and vibes, feeling things out. If you can't understand the concepts by which i live my life, you wont be able to get close. If you can have an in depth discussion about it, even if you disagree, i will respect you and like you quite a lot. And will most likely poke you into discussiong your own beliefs, and then talk about everything and anything under the sun. Oh, and if you accept my animalistic behaviour, extra extra brownie points. Im not a furry for no reason, there's shit i cant help, it's just my nature.
6)Being able to cope with my retardedly abstract/obtuse thought patterns is quite a feat. if you achieve it, i will latch onto your brain and sit there purring and possibly licking it.
7) Taking interest in my projects, most especially personal ones, will always get you far. Doing stuff for me that relates to my personal projects will make me want to lavish you with gifts. people take surface interest in what im doing and move on. If you show deep unprompted interest in something that's coming from me, asking questions and probing for details, it's a surefire way to make me adore you.
8) Being able to brush off my retardedly rapid and mercurial mood swings is good. If you can understand and accept my personality, the you have my loyalty. Recognising my loyalty is also massive brownie points, because very few of my friends do. I have strong social morals and hate bullshitting and game playing and sutrefuge and drama. I cant say im always 100 percent honest all the time, or don't use lies to get out of social stuff i don't want to get involved in, but issues are on the table with me. Im incredibly loyal to those that show me kindness and inderstanding. I defend my friends viciously if need be.
In summary, i am actually quite easy to please, but it takes the right sort of person to really STEAL my heart. If you just pay me some observant attention and have a brain and personality that keeps up with mine, you're set, and we can has many fun times :3
uhg. Tired now. Not proof read any of this, i'll review it later, its prbably crapful, but whatever.
night peeps, im off to battle my own brain while its unconscious, as usual.