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Feb 24, 2005 15:50

okay well for people who dont know I went to Sing Sing Correctional Facility today with the law class in school, and the reason i went with the law class was because i got into too much trouble this year...but anyways I"ll be writing about my whole day in this entry so its going to be nice and long...here i go..

I went to school today and started my day off by giong to study hall and saying hi to danielle and then going to ISR and then going to the main lobby so i could get on the bus...and after chilling with people in the lobby we went on the bus..then i went to the bak and sat in the back..the trip was about 45 -50 mins long...so we talked a little and then i decided to take a nap...so i took a nap and woke up..after waking up they said that we arrived there and then we all got ready and then the CO(Correctional Officer) told us that theres going to be rules and that we are going to have to listen to them..but anyways after that we all went out of the bus and formed 2 lines infront of the building and then he let 6 people to go in at a time in the building..but then i didnt know what they were doing so when it was my turn to go in they were letting people go through metal detectors and what not..so then it was my turn to go through so i took my belt off and then went through metal detector..it ringed..and then i had to go through it again..and it ringed again..and then he checked me with this thing that beeps wen it detects metal..and nothing rang..so i had to go trought the metal detector again and it didnt ring..so i was happy..i got scared for a second..

anyways after we all got checked and got stamped on our hand and got a number tag thingys we all went into the next room..were the CO was telling us about the rules and what not..and then we had to go in 2 lines and then he was telling us about how if an inmate touches us we should let him know because he would "beat that bitch up"..anyways after he cursed and what not i started laughing like an idiot and then he came up to me and said "what the fuck is soo funny???" and then i continued laughing..and then he told me that i have a good smile and that the inmates are going to like it..so i was nervous..lol..anyways he asked for my name and i told him and he remembered it ALLL day..but yea and then we walked into the next room and after we walk in every room they open a gate so we could go in and then after we are ALL in there they had to close the door and then open the next gate..it was crazy how much security they got..but anyways we walked for a while and then while walking we came to this door next to a couple inmates and they kept staring and saying shit to us...but then we kept walking and then we walked in the caffetria and then not alot of people were there..

but anyways I forgot what happened in order after all i listed so im just going to say the rest and idk if its in the right order it happened..but anyways we walked down these stairs and then we had to wait by the side because a shit load of inmates were comping back from their shopping because they got to go shopping..(inmates make $3 a week) so then they shopped in the prison store and then while alot of them are walking by they kept saying a whole bunch of shit..and i just kept staring and smiling..lol..some of the stuff they said was like "stay in school, you dont wanna be like this shit" and then alot of them were saying "what the fuck are you looking at bitch" and just saying stuff like that..but this one guy just kept looking at me and then while he was going up the stairs he yelled "come on bitch, come upstairs with me in my cell you could be my monkey" and i was just scared as hell when he said that shit..and ofcourse i smiled..and laughed (AND I SWEAR I LAUGH WEN I GET NERVOUS) you will know why i said that later...

but then after a whole bunch of inmates yelling shit at you we walked throught the A Block..the fucking cells in that place is crazy..they are soooo fucking small its crazy..okay this is how small they are..if i stand up and spread both of my armss out i could touch both walls..thats how small they are..but anyways we walked next to them and immediatly they started yelling shit and then all you see is people sticking out mirrors out of their bars and trying to see us coming..and then alot of them yelled the same shit i said earlier..but they werent saying stay in school or any of that shit..they were just yelling out disgusting shit and like "what the fuck yuo liooking at bitch" and just saying shit about the girls and what not...and then we went to this one cell were the guy started shaking the bars and tehhn he was maddd pissed..and then he was yelling at us and we all stopped and listened to him..and then i smiled AGAIN..but because i was nervouse and what not..and then he said "what the fuck you smiling at bitch" and then he told me te get closer and then i said "no thank you" and he said "get your ass closeer bitch" so then i did and then he started screaming at me and i couldnt stop smiling and i laughed because i was nervouse..the first thing that came to my head was he was going to grab me and pull me and slam me against the bars..and he was in there for 50 years and he already served 12 years..but then he showed me papers and shit and then he kept shakig the bars and then the inmate next to him started yelling and then he kept saying how he is not a fucking animal in the cage and that its not a zoo..and how they always have peple come in and watch them and that he sick of it..it was pretty scary..

and then we went to this place were these inmates were madddddd nice..these inmates talked to us and told us why they got there and we got to talk to them indivsually adnd its fucking sad how they got there and i felt soo bad..this one guy was in there for 27 fucking years..that just broke my heart..i was really sad..like serisously..how come of them have family and kids and what not..its just fucking sad..i felt real sorry they were mad cool..this one guy got shot 2 times when he was 14 and he showed us the scares..damn man..its crazy..and this other one who served 27 years got stabbed in the jail 5 times..3 in the back and 2 in the front..how people are dick heads and what not..its crazy..its a crazy place..

sing sing is a place i would never wanna end up..its just maddd crazy..but im not going to write every single story about them and how they got there..all i have to say is that they are nice people and if i can i wanna go there next year for the next field trip and see how they are doing..thats how nice of a people they are..but anyways

we then went to the caffetria and ate there with the inamtes that we were talking too..they had some good ass food..it was sausage and coleslaw and lemon juice and bread and cheese..it was madddd good..but not filling..but then we talked while eating and then we headed back and talked more about some of the other people..and how they got there and what not..

so im going to end this entry with me saying that i for serisous going to finish up my last days in ISR and im going to do my 4 years in high school and do my thing because i know if i keep messing up i might end up doing the wrong thing and you never know..i might end uplike them and i dont htink i wanna spend my life for 50 years to life in prison..becaus ei know if i finish my education and put dreams for myself that im not oging to end up like them and that i will have something to live for and to do good and all that..this trip serisously did effect me..its crazy how much it effected me..but its a goof effect..on the whole bus ride back i was just thinking and thinking and im serious i really need to start doing better..i dont need to be like them..i can do better than that..and thats all im going to say..and im better off doing the 4 years in high school then doing some other years in prison..

and one more thing..im serisously looking forward to doing good in my life...and im serisously wanting to do good in my life..and i really really hope i do that and i hope this trip effected me and i rally think it did..but anywas im done here v been typing for toooo long..
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