...One Slip
There comes times in ones life where they begin to question their actions. Their motivations. The truths that really drive them to do what they do and think what they think. Moments of clarity, if you will. I've been having one all day. What was clear and obvious yesterday is distant, hazy, and illogical today. It gets to be difficult when the black and white is blurred. Left with a large section of undefinable grey. I got some thinking to do, thats for sure. I have some really hardcore thinking to do. Lots...of...fucking....thinking....I might have let things go that weren't supposed to be let go. I might be hoping for something in vain. Staying in the imaginary and denying what is real and what is here. Fuck, I gotta really analyze where I'm at and if my mind stays the way it is right now.....I'll have some smoothing to do because if my mind stays where it is right now, I might have fucked something good up.