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i havent updated in a while and people were getting mad so her you , you asked for it...
well sunday , i had a terrible day. work was horrible , then i came home , got yelled at by my mom , for no real reason , then i got a text , saying "save me , i'm gunna die." and couldnt figure out who wrote it. then someone called later on and started stirring up old shit , so that made my night so much better. i really , really hate crying as most of you know. so i started doing stupid shit again. and i slept in the barn all night. monday wasnt any better. i did a lot of work out side then started working with the horses. buckshot needed work on his ground work so i was doing that and he was rearing and trying to pull me around the ring and i slipped and fell and kill my hip. i layed in the mud for about a 1/2 an hour till my mom could catch banshy and then banshy helped me to the house...of course i didnt want to go to the er so i toughed it out , walking on it and shit and showing my parents that it was ok and i didnt need to go. well by the next day , tuesday , it was swollen and very, very painful so my mom took me to the hospital , they took x-rays and stuff , said they couldnt see a brake , but the bone is buised and the muscle is bruised , and there might be a brake , and if its not better in a week to come back. so now i'm all drugged up and still in a shit load of pain and i'm very bored. i found out my dad might not get his short term memory back , and he might always be this way. it would almost be better to have lost him then to have to deal with this. i dont know who to talk to.......... but yea... i'm gunna go now. hope you all had a better begining of the week then i did.
well sunday , i had a terrible day. work was horrible , then i came home , got yelled at by my mom , for no real reason , then i got a text , saying "save me , i'm gunna die." and couldnt figure out who wrote it. then someone called later on and started stirring up old shit , so that made my night so much better. i really , really hate crying as most of you know. so i started doing stupid shit again. and i slept in the barn all night. monday wasnt any better. i did a lot of work out side then started working with the horses. buckshot needed work on his ground work so i was doing that and he was rearing and trying to pull me around the ring and i slipped and fell and kill my hip. i layed in the mud for about a 1/2 an hour till my mom could catch banshy and then banshy helped me to the house...of course i didnt want to go to the er so i toughed it out , walking on it and shit and showing my parents that it was ok and i didnt need to go. well by the next day , tuesday , it was swollen and very, very painful so my mom took me to the hospital , they took x-rays and stuff , said they couldnt see a brake , but the bone is buised and the muscle is bruised , and there might be a brake , and if its not better in a week to come back. so now i'm all drugged up and still in a shit load of pain and i'm very bored. i found out my dad might not get his short term memory back , and he might always be this way. it would almost be better to have lost him then to have to deal with this. i dont know who to talk to.......... but yea... i'm gunna go now. hope you all had a better begining of the week then i did.