Sep 13, 2005 22:26
wow its about that time .... she doesnt want anything to do with me. wow thats kinda sad but i have heard worse. its not like she is the only one to ever hate me right ? i know alot of people who hate me , its not hard to , i am a really shitty person if u talk to me enough. i need to become a better person , i thought giving up drinking and other things would be effective but , not so much. i have no idea what else i need to change , maybe my weight or hair color or chothing. well its all about homecoming soon ,and i still am going to be alone forever , so i think i am through complaining for a while ok ? good night to this dark hallway room - Brian