1. There is this doubt of "As perfect as this man is for me, is there someone else out there who is even better?" It's not like you want to cheat, you just have to wonder. ESP. When you are getting into little bickery fights about whose turn it is to do the dishes. As for the actually wedding, hmm, it wasn't too scary, but it was a little frightening knowing that I was no longer a "Garrett Girl" . . . and now I had a whole different family. I mean, my parents still love me, yadda yadda yadda, but it's scary to be a whole new little family. 2. Yes, very much, but I'm not sure if I can (blah blah blah medical, but I'm for adoption) but I'm going to wait a little bit longer -- like 26 or so, cause I think I deserve 26, 27 years to myself before I spend the rest of my life as a mom 3. I was into a little bit of everything, most people knew me, didn't hate me, but I didn't go to the great parties either. I didn't smoke -- to much. Didn't drink -- to much. Didn't date, at all, but I had lots of friends and was basically really really happy :) 4. Um, either get diagnoses as Bipolar a lot sooner, but probably, I would have gone on a diet sooner. I went from 265 to 135, and then back to 180, which is where I am and where I tend to stay, but it was hard losing all that weight . . . I wish I had gone on a diet when I was, like, 180 and 13 years old, and just had to lose 40 lbs, as opposed to 19 and 265 and all that jazz. Then again, it made me the person I am today, and I'm pretty happy. 5. Well, I know I should say Shane is my best friend, but he's more my best person -- my best "friend" is richard, whom I've known since we were 14. He's witty and snobby and smart and we get along so well. I love him so much my heart hurts . . . but not in that way, which is why we are perfect. I can talk to him like a girl. In fact, even though he lives several states away, we email about 20 times a day and talk on the phone for hours a couple times a week, and vacation at each other's houses. :)
As for the actually wedding, hmm, it wasn't too scary, but it was a little frightening knowing that I was no longer a "Garrett Girl" . . . and now I had a whole different family. I mean, my parents still love me, yadda yadda yadda, but it's scary to be a whole new little family.
2. Yes, very much, but I'm not sure if I can (blah blah blah medical, but I'm for adoption) but I'm going to wait a little bit longer -- like 26 or so, cause I think I deserve 26, 27 years to myself before I spend the rest of my life as a mom
3. I was into a little bit of everything, most people knew me, didn't hate me, but I didn't go to the great parties either. I didn't smoke -- to much. Didn't drink -- to much. Didn't date, at all, but I had lots of friends and was basically really really happy :)
4. Um, either get diagnoses as Bipolar a lot sooner, but probably, I would have gone on a diet sooner. I went from 265 to 135, and then back to 180, which is where I am and where I tend to stay, but it was hard losing all that weight . . . I wish I had gone on a diet when I was, like, 180 and 13 years old, and just had to lose 40 lbs, as opposed to 19 and 265 and all that jazz. Then again, it made me the person I am today, and I'm pretty happy.
5. Well, I know I should say Shane is my best friend, but he's more my best person -- my best "friend" is richard, whom I've known since we were 14. He's witty and snobby and smart and we get along so well. I love him so much my heart hurts . . . but not in that way, which is why we are perfect. I can talk to him like a girl. In fact, even though he lives several states away, we email about 20 times a day and talk on the phone for hours a couple times a week, and vacation at each other's houses. :)
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