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Apr 25, 2005 22:30

I got upset today walking home, lots of stress with my welsh Oral exam on wednesday.

We have to have learnt 3 convos right... well our 3rd one was shite to be honest and miss told us it was full of mistakes ....and one of us was suppose to re-write it and give it to miss on friday so she could mark it and give it back to us so we had the whole weekend to learn it ......Megan was re-doing it because to be honest fed up of writing the convo's and plus i had a load of art work to for friday and Nic had Ict work to do. I would have done it if i didn't have the art but shhhhhhh. ....basically Megan forgot to go to miss.....so ok we changed the plan and meg was gunna go see miss today and apologise for her memory..... she didn't go instead nicola brought the convo to me and told me it hadn't been checked ...so i told her to go see miss now or get meg too as it was megans responsiblity in first place ............ she gave it back to megan .....and now megan is going to show miss tomorrow! ....lol i can't point fingers ..just expected better from megan lol :( and it a group convo so miss will hold us all responsible :(....anyway she wrote the convo out again mistakes and all just added a wee bit to the end :(

ARGH stress! lol phil bless him ...first offered to write us a convo ...told him i can't accept it if he does coz it'll make me feel like i'm stupider that i already feel ...if i haven't said it coz i'm a bitch ... Thank you hunny *kiss* ....after that, when we got to my house i was all crying and stuff and kept telling off for drying my eyes with his shirt because he would have got eyeliner on his shirt if he wasn't careful lol ...he did it anyway :) lol ... god i love him soo much i really do ...then he left and bought me a 2 litre bottle of pepsi to cheer me up lol mum brought it home ...lol he's crazy :) and sweet and just great and lovelable and ........everything good i can think of and i love him and hope i never piss him off enough to leave me :(

Still think i screwed with my welsh tho :( i mainly don't like being a disappointment to people, mainly Phil or my mum ...but it not nice when i feel anyone is disappointed with me :( at least my drama teacher shouldn't be i've done quite alot of stuff for my drama exam :(....but can never tell with Jon i don't think he's a fan of goody goodies ....and i think he sees me as one lol

Y do i keep depressing myself!

i so tired and i miss phil and i wish he washere with me or me be with him :) ... i'm so lucky :)

I love ya phil *cuddles*

Toodles folks

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