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GOD I'M SOOOOO FOOKING COLD! lol
well mum has stopped with the hating and the crying has stopped as she's realised she over-reacted, ...just a tad! :P
Yesterday was fun, minus mum phoning up and crying down the phone at me when i was outside alison's house.
first thing i went to school for revision and ended up in a proper sulk, not the cute face one phil X-P lol and then i decided i wasn't going to the cinema coz i'd just depress everyone, then Al pointed out every1 else was already depressed so i decided to go in the end lol
Before the film i went to see my brother ...was suppose to be going over his house today but umm ...considering mym mum's state of mind...it wasn't a good plan :( so haven't :( and then i stole Naz's Phone and phoned phil and was planning to go visit him in work but did have enough time .....but actually we found out that we had to see the three o'clock showing which would probably have meant if i had known b4 hand that i did infact have time to go see phil ...possibly i dunno u'll have to ask him lol i not sure how far away it was.
Consantine is an Excellent film! i couldn't even annoy Nick through the film i was that absorbed! i could annoy phil either ..but that coz he wasn't there :( *sulks* i love him soooo much lol ...incase i hadn't told you folk enough.
after the film we wander around because nobody minus Nick and Emma, wanted to go home, we couldn't find neone so we started to wander back towards the station and saw Alex and his Girlfriend. :) was nice to see him, not seen him for ages and i found it amusing he walked past everyone to me (was at the back) and gave me a hug first then everyone else lol bless him :) tis odd tho condsidering how obsessed i was i have no feelings for him like that at all anymore nor Steve :O shocking but :D Coz phil has Every single one :D coz he's my favouritess person ever and i love him to pieces......poor him :P lol .............oh and i love Rachel too :D not as much but i do :D lol *mwah to both*
I didn't Cry my self to sleep last night :D YAY lol but i'vve decided mum Contridicts herself too much and is screwed up in the head lol i'll tell u more about that tho a diff day.
I not gunna be able too talk to phil today :( i missing him like mad! and i can't talk to him today unless he's online reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaallllllllyyyyy Late, coz i promised Rachel i'd save her from Tom ...she begged lol :( i told her i'll go if she doesn't mind me sulking, she didn't mind. and i also Chose her Over Alice, coz Alice wanted to do something today with me and i told her i might be going to a party thing with rach.... which got cancelled and then rach asked if i can go out again and then Alice phoned back just as Rachel got me to agree. :(
I WANNA TALK TOO PHIL ...wanna see him more, but talking is all i was gunna get today and now i don't get that *sulks* i'll send him an E-mail i think ...if i have time ....no i will send him an E-mail, i'll make time! he comes first :D coz he's mine and i love him :)
I'm running out of things to say other than obsessing over young Mr.Dawson :P
ummm.............. well i could complain but i gotta be down town by like 7 andf it would take all day to complain about everything lol
ummmm .... *ponders* ... OOOO incase anyone wants to read the newly aquired jounral of my Baban mr.Phil, then heres the link :)
cryptic_phil
Will have to show him how to make it look more interesting and teach him the ways of the journal won't I :P
well i'll shut up for now lol
Toooooodles my Doves!
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