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Tomorrow shit comes to a head.
The only way I'll be satisfied is if everyone else but me walks away with enormous guilt in their hearts and feels like complete and total shit.
I know my job sucks sometimes, but I'm truly afraid of starting over when getting to where I am now was a fucking struggle and a half which took fighting, tears, apathy towards normal functioning humans, getting my ass in huge trouble for the immense amount of shit talking I do, blah blah blah.
I think I have a fear of letting the evils in my life prevail. My coworkers used to be known to try to get rid of me based solely on my race. I still struggle to get them to listen to me when I actually need them to put down the goddamn dominos and do their job.
I hope my boss gives me immunity before the meeting so I can really let people have it without losing anything. It'd be sweet to make someone cry.
I really fucking hate my coworkers. All my friends are getting fired for circumstances beyond their control.
I've turned really fucking bitter lately.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKK.
The only way I'll be satisfied is if everyone else but me walks away with enormous guilt in their hearts and feels like complete and total shit.
I know my job sucks sometimes, but I'm truly afraid of starting over when getting to where I am now was a fucking struggle and a half which took fighting, tears, apathy towards normal functioning humans, getting my ass in huge trouble for the immense amount of shit talking I do, blah blah blah.
I think I have a fear of letting the evils in my life prevail. My coworkers used to be known to try to get rid of me based solely on my race. I still struggle to get them to listen to me when I actually need them to put down the goddamn dominos and do their job.
I hope my boss gives me immunity before the meeting so I can really let people have it without losing anything. It'd be sweet to make someone cry.
I really fucking hate my coworkers. All my friends are getting fired for circumstances beyond their control.
I've turned really fucking bitter lately.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKK.