Aug 29, 2004 18:37
omg my lil baby is almost 5 ! ahh its not kool , he just stated school and im so sad, hes growing up to fast ! i miss him being a lil baby . i wish he still needed me and depended on me . hes so indepented its not funny. hes all grownup. i would give any thing to be there for his 5th birth day . it hurts me so much not to beable to c him every day. i miss holding him when he woke up. i miss kissing him good night and tucking him in. i miss holding his hand when we walked accross the street. i miss all the smiles he gives every day. i miss all the happyness he brought in to my life. i miss his crys, and goodbyes. but most of all i miss the I LOVE YOU's .