Nov 14, 2008 00:21
Hell... It's been 4 years... I look back at all my old entries and realize what a stupid kid I was. Haha. Oh, well.
Anyway...
Life's had it's ups and downs.... Let's see all the BAD things that have happened to me....
1. Getting busted with weed and having to go to jail
2. Matt and I got to see eachother then he dumped me
3. Totaled my first car
4. Had to drop out of college
5. Wasted all my graduation money on drugs
6. Moved to South Carolina then got kicked out for stealing my dad's pain pills
7. Markie's in jail for the next 7 months
8. Lost most of my friends
10. Bought another car and it fuckn' took a shit on me...
Now for some good things....
1. Now living with Christine
2. At least I got a job...
3. Got a really sweet boyfriend
4. I quit doing drugs
5. I love alcohol
6. I've gotten really into my art (My "Mushroom art")
7. Met the coolest kid in SC (Mikey).
8. Now have a really cool digital camera
9. I can play NIntendo wii whenever I want (Thanks to my roommate who owns one lol).
10. At least SOME of my friends and family still talk to me.
Haha.
So.
Ryan.... He's my new boyfriend. He's 25, and we get along really well. He is the male version of me, I swear it! Awesome. We have a lot in common. He's got a really good job and lives on his own... Into video games like me (He's been showing me new ones like Team Fortress 2-now that game is sweet)... He loves Rock band Just as much as I do... We quote Dave Chappelle together (a lot). We both listen to very similar music.... And hell. He might be my soul mate, haha.
My music taste has dramatically changed.... The bands I am in love with now are as follows...
1. Sublime
2. Marilyn Manson
3. Nine Inch Nails
4. A Perfect Circle
5. Deftones
6. Tool
7. Zug Izland
8. Iced Earth
I like Sublime because they are awesome. If I'm in a bad mood I listen to them and it calms me down.
Marilyn Manson.. Well his shit is just erotic.. turns me on every time I hear his voice.
Nine Inch Nails... Shit what to say about them... Trent Reznor's music just gets to me.. It's just so... Tripped out... and so are his videos... He's such an artist!
A Perfect Circle.... Oyyyyy. I could listen to them all day long. They make me so happy. Haha. & Tool too.... Seeing as they're the same lead singer...Manyiard...
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Deftones... Deftones!!! Fall asleep to "White Pony" Every night. Shit's entrancing.
Zug Izland is just completely bad ass....
And Iced Earth.... They just rock... Their music is so... powerful!
LOL. I love talking about music. Only person I can talk about all my music tastes with who understands is Mikey, seeing as he's the one who got me into most of it... Our days of robotrippin' out to NIN... We really connected on such a level that is just indescribable. When I left him in SC, he gave me his whole CD collection.. all the NIN cds, all the Deftones cds, all the APC & Tool Cds, and some other kick ass ones. I listen to them all the time.
Christine... She's my roommate. Her and I have been through hell and back together. Nobody talks to me anymore because one, they think I'm a drug addict (which, I can admit, I was), and two, I live with Christine and they hate her now. More power to them, we don't need dramatic bitches in our lives.
Christine and I are both born on CUSPS (zodiac sign cusps, where we are on the border of one sign and another). We are both Water signs, I am a Pisces, she is a Cancer... And we get along so well.... Despite our differences. And she's been there for me through this whole time. The poor girl has had the worst past couple months... First Amber got really sick (her cat)... then her car died on her forcing her to buy a new one... Then she got attacked by a horse, and just yesterday she was walking to her job from the parking lot and a car hit her.
And I haven't been much help, but she's been there to put up with my shit, and I'm forever grateful.
And yeah.
Really, things are great. I Work at the Burger King on Boston/Pearl Rd. I love my job, they're so nice. No more bullshit.
Me & Christine are going to move into a house soon. I can't wait.
Life Is Peachy.
-Shlee-