FINAL COMMENT AND NOW IT IS DONE!!!!!!!!!!!
This is the final comment to Lauren and then I am done with stupid drama queen.
Lauren, I am NOT in high school. I am NOT taking sides...I am sticking up for myself dumbass. You brought this onto yourself. It is NO ONE else's fault. Yes, you let me live at your house. WOOOO MOTHER FUCKIN' HOOOO. If I recall Shawn bought me food, smokes, and pop. NOT you or Billy. Which Shawn didn't buy smokes for me for too long because Billy told me that I to quit.Which I never did, I was smoking after I moved out. I did try to quit, but hey my life if I want to smoke I can.
I started working at TRIED to give you guys money for letting me stay there but Billy told me to save my money. So, don't even go there. I bought food for your house with the food stamps I received for my children and I. But I guess you FORGOT that.
As far as the clothing, WHAT FUCKING CLOTHES DID YOU BUY!!!!!!!! You have NEVER bought me or the kids clothes. You seem to like making shit up now. I receive clothing from other people and for what I BROUGHT to your home. The only thing you bought was the Living Dead Doll for Sabrina but took back because she sneezed wrong or said something you didn't like. The only thing you did do nice for my children was let Sabrina stay at your house to continue school with her friends. But even then, you did shit I asked you not to do, Like the wicca stuff. So, whatever wicca stuff you used is on you.
You said in my post that you never bitched about me talking about my son death, but I repeat myself a lot. I WAS FUCKING EMOTIONAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YOU DUMB FUCKING CUNT!!!!!!!!!! Tell me something, what did you expect to happen? Talk to someone about it once and never mention it again? Never vent in my post about it again? Sorry I have feelings and heart unlike you.
Maybe you are talking about Shawn and how m posts concern him also. Well, maybe if someone would not have lied to me, and if would have been suck an asshole I wouldn't have to. I am sorry if I bitch in MY Lj about certain people and certain things. Wait....no I am NOT sorry. I AM SICK OF APOLOGIZING TO PEOPLE LIKE YOU. I refuse to do it anymore.
Lauren, things have changed whether you see it or not. I refuse to let ANYONE get me depressed, upset, or feel bad for who I am. I refuse to let ANYONE degrat me or walk all over me. And you know who I have to thank for all this???? My friends and the reality that I have ALWAYS been settling for less then what I should have and deserve to have. And that is the way it is going to stay and I WILL NOT be going back to the way I was before.
This WILL BE the last time you hear from me. There will be no more posts, emails, ANYTHING!
Good Bye forever Lauren and enjoy your life. I KNOW I WILL ENJOY MINE.
No more stupid useless men
No more negative feelings
No more negative people
No more letting people hurt me and don't have the right to.
NO MORE FUCKING DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!
"As the coffin turns" has been permanently canceled from my life!
Lauren, I am NOT in high school. I am NOT taking sides...I am sticking up for myself dumbass. You brought this onto yourself. It is NO ONE else's fault. Yes, you let me live at your house. WOOOO MOTHER FUCKIN' HOOOO. If I recall Shawn bought me food, smokes, and pop. NOT you or Billy. Which Shawn didn't buy smokes for me for too long because Billy told me that I to quit.Which I never did, I was smoking after I moved out. I did try to quit, but hey my life if I want to smoke I can.
I started working at TRIED to give you guys money for letting me stay there but Billy told me to save my money. So, don't even go there. I bought food for your house with the food stamps I received for my children and I. But I guess you FORGOT that.
As far as the clothing, WHAT FUCKING CLOTHES DID YOU BUY!!!!!!!! You have NEVER bought me or the kids clothes. You seem to like making shit up now. I receive clothing from other people and for what I BROUGHT to your home. The only thing you bought was the Living Dead Doll for Sabrina but took back because she sneezed wrong or said something you didn't like. The only thing you did do nice for my children was let Sabrina stay at your house to continue school with her friends. But even then, you did shit I asked you not to do, Like the wicca stuff. So, whatever wicca stuff you used is on you.
You said in my post that you never bitched about me talking about my son death, but I repeat myself a lot. I WAS FUCKING EMOTIONAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YOU DUMB FUCKING CUNT!!!!!!!!!! Tell me something, what did you expect to happen? Talk to someone about it once and never mention it again? Never vent in my post about it again? Sorry I have feelings and heart unlike you.
Maybe you are talking about Shawn and how m posts concern him also. Well, maybe if someone would not have lied to me, and if would have been suck an asshole I wouldn't have to. I am sorry if I bitch in MY Lj about certain people and certain things. Wait....no I am NOT sorry. I AM SICK OF APOLOGIZING TO PEOPLE LIKE YOU. I refuse to do it anymore.
Lauren, things have changed whether you see it or not. I refuse to let ANYONE get me depressed, upset, or feel bad for who I am. I refuse to let ANYONE degrat me or walk all over me. And you know who I have to thank for all this???? My friends and the reality that I have ALWAYS been settling for less then what I should have and deserve to have. And that is the way it is going to stay and I WILL NOT be going back to the way I was before.
This WILL BE the last time you hear from me. There will be no more posts, emails, ANYTHING!
Good Bye forever Lauren and enjoy your life. I KNOW I WILL ENJOY MINE.
No more stupid useless men
No more negative feelings
No more negative people
No more letting people hurt me and don't have the right to.
NO MORE FUCKING DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!
"As the coffin turns" has been permanently canceled from my life!