Oct 20, 2004 09:06
I am tired of him...he always wants to think about death becuz I am usually depressed and he gets upset then I get even more depressed and start crying every damn night becuz of him think about death...I should just brake up with him but yet if i do he is gonna kill himself and then it would be my fault...why do i always manage to get into a relationship with a guy who will kill themselves if i leave them???I am confused and have no clue how I am gonna get outta this relationship...He wants me to marry him and i am only 15 and he wants me to have his kids but i am to young to have babies and cant afford it even if i wanted to have a kid I am only in high school I am not gonna turn out like my mother who had me when she was 15 I am not that stupid!!!!
Juggi