Cut my life into pieces, THIS IS MY LAST RESORT.

[death_addiction]

Finally. God, I've been trying to fix this thing for hours. HTML sucks so bad sometimes. I completely deleted my old codes on accident, and I have no idea how. Well, sometimes I wish I never had friends. Then I wouldn't have to worry about giving away my trust. God I really need an indoor pet, one that I can fucking talk to. At least I know it will take everything to the grave. And even if I do fuck up, it wont LEAVE, after it promised not to. But you know what? I dont even care anymore. You want me to stop? FINE. I'll stay the fuck away. I dont need you. You've become so different from when I met you, its like you arent even the same fucking person anymore. I loved you, but I that doesnt matter now. Just get the hell out of my life, so I can stop hurting for nothing. I took your picture to FL with me, it was the last thing I grabbed when I left my room at 4 in the morning. Why? I have no clue. It hurt to look at it, and me being the dumbfuck that I am, put it right next to the bed, so I saw it every morning, and everynight. Why? I DONT KNOW, cause maybe that fucking kiss was some sort of FALSE HOPE. Yeh, you're here alright. MHMM, cause you're always here when I need you, right? Of course. Well, seeing as how you're too busy, hope you have a fucking GREAT life! GoodFUCKINGbye.

I'm sick of feeling like I need you
knowing I never did, but I miss you
Taking and breaking and hating
I remember all you said to me now
Faking, forsaking and failing
my memories are all stained again

--Needles

You make me feel like I’m a whore
Like I’m the one who’s there to bore you now
It’s always gonna be this way
Get the fuck away

--Your Bore