Mar 01, 2005 17:32
last night was fuckin retarded.---i came home from dinner with my parents after my dad made me fuckind delete everyone on my buddy list telling me that "i dont have any friends, you have to make new friends" and so i was flipping out on him. So my mom came home and she started yelling at me telling me that i should commit suicide and that i fucked up my whole entire family, that i ruined her life. so i went into the kitchen and took about 19 asprins. After i went into my room ( i think i was a little high off the asprins) and i ripped all of my pictures down off my wall, i took down all the pez despensers and thew them away. My mom came running into my room asking me what i was doing and kept following me asking me over and over again what i was doing, i was so mad i didnt even say anything. I took my nirvana posters off of my wall and put them on the floor and jumped on them and broke the glass and it shatterex and cut my ankle open, i now have a huge ass gash on my ankle. My mom was freaking out and i was throwing away everything in my room that was actually colorful or ment somthing to me. I gave all my purses and clothes to my sister, my sunglasses, everything. its all gone. My mom was talking to me and telling me that she would talk to my dad about this, but i was so fuckin upset i didnt even look at her and went to bed.
the end.
thats my life.