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to of all days. the day i need him he is Not here my life sux in every other way i am thinking to my self every thing will be all right . but is is not i really wish it was all righ but i guess i have to deal with life because i am not who you think i am I am ai have tryed every thing form hipnoese to books but none of it helped it just made my life worse i lost a hole shit load of my frends but got new ones but in the end i guess it does not matter i walk around like every thing is all right ,but in the in side i guess that is what matters i am so stressed and over worked i havent been paying attion to what really matters my school work and family i have fucken said things that really hirt people and not on popurs to but in the end only one thing matters and that is that i love nikk ? my life is going crazy i dont know what to do about this shit death is life and i dont know if i am right cuz i never gave it a chance but what everi do and how ever i do it i wont ever for get how much i love nikk . he is my every thinrg and now i am just realizing that . he is my world i hope he knows that .
-------Amie------
-------Amie------