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[Aug. 6th, 2005|10:33 am]
Your smile
and glasses
the color of your hair
have captivated me.
Your temper
your drinking
all of your flaws
won't bring me fear.
I'm strong
and thoughtful
these days bring me hope
I think I can see.
A hug
some glances
warm subtle messages
I want you near.
If I was strong enough.
Could I be your man?
Could I be the one who loves you
the only way that I can?
If I was strong
can I be your friend?
could I be the one who holds you
the only way that I can?
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Paradox of being Second [Aug. 6th, 2005|10:30 am]
I know its tough loving someone like you.
He's gotta be stronger than anyone you use to know.
I'm sure he holds you everynight.
I'm sure he's better then anyone before.
How many times must I falter?
What more can this man do to get a guy like you?
I should not covet what is not offered.
Why must my mind seem to transfix on your heart?
and if I cry?
who's going to hold me?
I would have held you
If I was there in the darkest times.
You just walk around and smile.
He's made you better than anyone you use to know.
Its not that he such a bad guy.
I'm just like him, afraid to miss out on the prize.
and if I cry?
who's going to hold me?
I would have been there
If I knew you in your darkest times.
I'm coming off as desprate.
But I keep finding all the guys just walking around.
You have that ring and its means something.
When I had one it seemed like it meant nothing at all
and if I cry?
why can't you hold me?
I would have been there
if you knew me in my darkest times.
two pisces don't make a marriage
two fish don't seem to swim in the same lake
He won't be there forever.
Thats all I hope as I admire you from a far.
Here's my flame of hoping.
my eternal heater is starting to cool down.
I thought I could wait forever.
But you and him may never seem to end.
and if I cry,
then just leave me.
You won't be there.
When my days have grown so dark.
Its not that I want to break you apart.
I don't mean to cause you any kind of pain
I just see who you are.
And can't you see that I'm the same?
If not for him, I would love.
I can't replace what he has done for you.
I just see who you are.
And I realize, thats all I'm allowed to do.
Your smile
and glasses
the color of your hair
have captivated me.
Your temper
your drinking
all of your flaws
won't bring me fear.
I'm strong
and thoughtful
these days bring me hope
I think I can see.
A hug
some glances
warm subtle messages
I want you near.
If I was strong enough.
Could I be your man?
Could I be the one who loves you
the only way that I can?
If I was strong
can I be your friend?
could I be the one who holds you
the only way that I can?
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Paradox of being Second [Aug. 6th, 2005|10:30 am]
I know its tough loving someone like you.
He's gotta be stronger than anyone you use to know.
I'm sure he holds you everynight.
I'm sure he's better then anyone before.
How many times must I falter?
What more can this man do to get a guy like you?
I should not covet what is not offered.
Why must my mind seem to transfix on your heart?
and if I cry?
who's going to hold me?
I would have held you
If I was there in the darkest times.
You just walk around and smile.
He's made you better than anyone you use to know.
Its not that he such a bad guy.
I'm just like him, afraid to miss out on the prize.
and if I cry?
who's going to hold me?
I would have been there
If I knew you in your darkest times.
I'm coming off as desprate.
But I keep finding all the guys just walking around.
You have that ring and its means something.
When I had one it seemed like it meant nothing at all
and if I cry?
why can't you hold me?
I would have been there
if you knew me in my darkest times.
two pisces don't make a marriage
two fish don't seem to swim in the same lake
He won't be there forever.
Thats all I hope as I admire you from a far.
Here's my flame of hoping.
my eternal heater is starting to cool down.
I thought I could wait forever.
But you and him may never seem to end.
and if I cry,
then just leave me.
You won't be there.
When my days have grown so dark.
Its not that I want to break you apart.
I don't mean to cause you any kind of pain
I just see who you are.
And can't you see that I'm the same?
If not for him, I would love.
I can't replace what he has done for you.
I just see who you are.
And I realize, thats all I'm allowed to do.