I guess...
I think i'm done...i'm just losing interest in damn well near everything. I want to move somewhere else, somewhere I guess i'd be understood? It's pathetic how some of my friends think i'm just plain stupid and have no clue what i'm talking about. Not only that, but...I don't feel like this is for me. Like i'm living a fake life. I can't say I don't deserve this, I just wish that it wasn't like that all the time. Maybe i've just fucked up and don't know how to change it...