Time after Time

May 18, 2005 01:22

"Loser buys dinner" i said as i set the stakes on the golf game today. I bought dinner. Not that i am complaining about buying dinner i just could have shot alot better. None the less golfing was fun and it was nice to get out with a good christian brother and just have a good time. We had a few amusing shots. Grandma got out of the hospital today. For this i am grateful. 9 days until i leave for indy. I dont like who i am here at home. i feel almost like i have to put on a facade when i am here and i hate to do it. Facing the facts i realize that my friends in these two worlds are different and some groups are better for me than others. This afternoons compant being the better of course. I so desperately want to move on but i dont know how to do it gracefully.

Justin and Christina went out and got wedding ring stuff tonight. Its always nice hanging around with such godly and happy genuine people. The jewelry store wasnt as bad to me this time as it was when i was last "forced" to go when i was at the mall with my mother. The i wonder when thought only occured once or twice and for that i am most grateful. Mainly i was happy to see that my friends were happy.

Speaking of burg and the like it was nice to see some folks from home at Rohs street today. Of course jenny i see often with my proxemity to clifton. However seeing Hannah Reed was quite the treat. Hannah was a trumpet player as was i in my very early years of highschool. Hannah is a very congenial and happy person and reminds me of Lianne Vance.

I really need to move out. I dont work well with the space that dad has any more. I think it will also be helpful to be around people more often that share the same goals as i do. i need to save lots of money so i can move out. Time to break free.
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