My Birthday...?
It was my birthday yesterday (August 2nd) and I don't know.
It was supposed to feel like my day. It was supposed to feel special, but It didn't.
Actually, I felt kind of ignored. Like my friends remembered but didn't care that much.
2 weeks ago, it was the birthday of another friend of mine. All the girls in our clique made a poster and had everyone sign greetings on it for her. But when it came to me it was like they didn't really seem to care. I don't even think they would have said anything if it wasn't for another friend of mine, who remembered. I think they REALLY forgot.
And as the day went on, I thought they were going to like, jump up behind me and tell me they were all joking and show me how much they really cared. But they never did.
I felt sad. It was such a crappy birthday.
Everyone else in the school greeted me: Seniors, the other Juniors (outside my clique), some Sophomores, people from my old school, faculty, ex-faculty, my old childhood friend...
I would have been really happy if not for the fact that my own friends just ignored me. What the fuck?!
My birthday was nothing special. It was just like any other day. It sucked.
It was supposed to feel like my day. It was supposed to feel special, but It didn't.
Actually, I felt kind of ignored. Like my friends remembered but didn't care that much.
2 weeks ago, it was the birthday of another friend of mine. All the girls in our clique made a poster and had everyone sign greetings on it for her. But when it came to me it was like they didn't really seem to care. I don't even think they would have said anything if it wasn't for another friend of mine, who remembered. I think they REALLY forgot.
And as the day went on, I thought they were going to like, jump up behind me and tell me they were all joking and show me how much they really cared. But they never did.
I felt sad. It was such a crappy birthday.
Everyone else in the school greeted me: Seniors, the other Juniors (outside my clique), some Sophomores, people from my old school, faculty, ex-faculty, my old childhood friend...
I would have been really happy if not for the fact that my own friends just ignored me. What the fuck?!
My birthday was nothing special. It was just like any other day. It sucked.