Sep 21, 2006 02:58
I'm fucked.
All of the elephants on my shoulders crack the pavement I walk on
and soon I'm going to fall through with them.
I'm so tired, this has been such a week full of absolutely no leisure.
I miss being home.
I miss being next to someone. (Geraldine.)
I can barely live out here.
Eating is a thing of the past.
A bowl of rice a day.
Sometimes I feel crazy.
Like I'm wasting my fucking time out here.
I can't log on to my myspace for some reason.
Don't ask why.
I want to see Cursive and Emily Haines and TV on the radio and everyone......
But I don't even have enough money to eat.