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[dearsergeo]

i continue recycling tired old words

like an artist trying to break away from mediocrity
intentions 
of being unparalleled by another

i add a curse word to display emphasis
i overexaggerate words to grab your attention
i use hateful words to show my dislike
and silence best expresses my boredom
my tears will show you my despair
"oh my god" 
so overplayed in my vocabulary
oh really?
are you serious?
that's just me pretending i care
ignore
that's my best solution
ill just put you aside
although
i really hate to be alone
but most of the time i wish people would just leave me alone
im sensitive to my surroundings, and i want each word to dance from my mouth like a musical note
a beautiful expression, and no meaningless echoes
i dont want to utter a sound that doesn't express 
an emotion
no more empty words
no more social circle junk food
i cant listen to things that dont matter
to me
to this world
for the sake of my sanity
please put away
your stories of vanity
and your secret agendas
of appearing as though you are something
everyone
and their fake disconcerting behavior
when deep down there is a motive 
a voice screaming for attention
every move delicately planned
for attention
i see through you