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not so exhausted after all. met with two new, young, hopeful clients this afternoon. they seem to trust me and appeared hopeful by the end of our sessions. such a response must be a reflection of me.
i spent many years as a public safety dispatcher anonymously helping people by phone and radio. the nature of the work simply did not include closure. my reward eminated from my need to know as much as possible about available resources in order to make instantaneous, useful decisions.
here and now i am bouyed by evident connections through body language, eye contact, and, my old tool, vocal inflections.
growth. that's what i'm feeling...and it feels good.
i spent many years as a public safety dispatcher anonymously helping people by phone and radio. the nature of the work simply did not include closure. my reward eminated from my need to know as much as possible about available resources in order to make instantaneous, useful decisions.
here and now i am bouyed by evident connections through body language, eye contact, and, my old tool, vocal inflections.
growth. that's what i'm feeling...and it feels good.