WAIT WAIT WAIT. / Insomnia
So my sister was reading HBP yesterday, and she mentioned something that really made me think. And it wasn't that Harry must be an idiot if he couldn't come up with the idea to use the lucky Felix Felicias whatever potion on his own.
Why the hell didn't Harry just whip up a batch of lucky Felix or whatever it's called before fighting Voldemort? Seriously, wtf. Couldn't that have guaranteed victory or something? For real. What. The. Fuck. Because seriously. I get that it's deadly if you make it wrong, but is there really no one in the wizarding world that isn't dead, or a Death Eater, that can make a lucky potion? What? What?
I demand explanations, Ms. Rowling. And while you're at it, how about one for the Chamber of Secrets being in a modern sink thing, too? I am not amused by these shenanigans.
/this is why i shouldn't have access to a blog after midnight.
It's currently 3.o6 Eastern Time, Thursday night / Friday morning, and I am exhausted.
But I'm still awake, for absolutely no reason. And the worst thing is, I'm not even doing anything productive. I finished a math test and a lesson, but that's about it. Aside from having spent about an hour composing one (short) reply to an email from someone.
No seriously. I just sat there. And reread it about a dozen times And just kept editing it. Maybe I shouldn't use "I think" here; it's implied - I feel like I'm making this too much about me; how can I redirect it to the topic? - Is this humble enough? I think the beginning is coming off unfriendly and a little 'holier-than-thou.'
It was sad.
I haven't even been writing anything. It's just...weird. Because I'm tired; I know I am. But for whatever reason, I feel like I shouldn't be sleeping. So I haven't been.
I also have Paramore stuck in my head, and my Pandora tab teasing me. Turn it up! it insists, while my common sense says Nuu, it'll wake someone up 'cause I only listen to emo stations.
Christ, I shouldn't blog when sleep deprived. Excuse me while I try to find my sanity.
I bet I'mma regret this post in the morning.
And I think I'm getting sick.